Absolute Destination

All my coveted dreams

are driven through by the solicitation
that in the viciously arduous drift of the realm
I could initiate my own undulation

Sacred is my conviction
Herculean the determination
to achieve the unachievable
is my only aspiration
And relish the apprehension
of distinct existence
suddenly appears to be my ambition

But as all staunching pledges
sound like fake jubilation
yet I m proved, adolescent to conceive
What is my absolute destination?

Between

Entangled in the web,
of certain uncertainties
I live in a matrix ;
between truth and illusion

I chased the mirage of success
but it was failure that followed me,
Standing at a point of no retreat
I m lost between victory and defeat

Yesterday lingers forever
and tomorrow seems within my grasp
I roll, on the wheel of time
between the future and the past

A lonesome heart craves for love
but there is a hunger for flesh; irresistible
I m in a constant chaos
stuck between body and soul

As air burns in my chest
and blood rushes through my veins
I continue to live
in between.......